Just one more reminder that I restarted this blog :b
Deleting tumblr bookmark for good :b, just one final message. Its been a fun year on tumblr, it really helped me cope with my life a lot and I’ve experienced so many new things as well as making a couple of good friends (even if we only talked for a first few months). This is essentially a cliché ending, even though my usage of tumblr really ended a bit ago, and this goodbye is obnoxiously late. I’ve definitely grown from reading into the lives of others, developing a stronger thought process, and becoming more passionate about the things I enjoy in life. It led me into foolish mistakes but, also helped me understand some of my faults and gave me a gateway to work on fixing them.
I no longer need the training wheels, I don’t feel the need to vent to the world about situations I over exaggerate in my mind. I no longer need society or anyone’s confirmation to make me feel like I have a purpose. I am my own person, and as ridiculous as it may seem tumblr has helped me develop that. Thank you for everything you provided me.
skype: dillonjsh (echo/sound test service)
fuck it, its my tumblr I’ll direct it in anyway I want. No more forced shit. Just what I have the urge to spout out due to stupid internet and egotistical drive.
my tumblr feels like a never ending tug of war between things I really just want to blurt out and things I think people want to hear.
Deleted my tumblr app before I could cause more annoyance. I’m at home now and back to being in peace.
Lately I’ve been fine because I can ignore reality with the virtual worlds of video games and by watching past seasons of tv shows (currently AGT). Now here I am on a really stiff bed, forced to face reality, too weak to handle it and move on from the past.